February 2010
Life...
always choose it.
Made my wish.
G’night.
I've been trying...
to stay up until 11:11 each night to wish
I think I’m supposed to come across the time by “coincidence”
But I keep hoping anyway
three more minutes
“Forgiveness is a funny thing. It warms the heart and cools the sting.”
– William Arthur Ward
nintendovii:
peangngo:
there’s no one to go to for help now . They’ve all disappeared or maybe I just can’t find them anymore . No one to have late night conversations with every day . No one to be by my side or even to keep me company . I can’t feel anyone’s presence , I’m all alone again . This peaceful silence has gotten to me , I’m thinking of the worst case scenarios and even the happiest...
UGH...
Screw algebra homework
I’ll work on it tomorrow
As for now, I’m tired and hungry
and I’m going to go eat.
Just the other night at a hometown football game My wife and I ran into my old high school flame And as I introduced them the past came back to me And I couldn’t help but think of the way things used to be She was the one that I’d wanted for all times And each night I’d spend prayin’ that God would make her mine And if he’d only grant me this wish I wished back then...
13. my mom and sister make fun of me for speaking...
maryannimal:
I mean, come on. My mom did it too when she dated boys. -_- And Marijo speaks in that voice with YoYo all the time! Ah, whatever. I’m just glad I can be that open. :) And he speaks in a baby voice toooo!
Mom said herself she didn’t do that
Yoyo’s our dog, practically my child
and you’re fifteen years old
Just got home...
From.. wherever.
We were on our way to Valley View when my sister said that she had class today. It was five and her class started at six, so we didn’t have enough time to make it out there. We drove back and instead of going straight home, decided to get some groceries at Troung Nguyen. We bought a few snacks then headed home so that my sister could change into a different jacket. We drove...
January 2010
I'm disappointed...
Heading out to Half Price Books near Valley View
I need a distraction
And if there isn’t one here
I’ll try to drown myself in other peoples’ worlds
[1 Corinthians 12:31 -- 13:13]
Love is patient, love is kind It is not jealous, it is not pompous It is not inflated, it is not rude It does not seek its own interests It is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury It does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with truth It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails.
They read that today at Mass during the...
No bookshopping today...
I’m disappointed
And angry
Not because I can’t buy a book
But because of more crap that I have to face.
absolutely hypnotizing. →
My morning...
started off really weird. I woke up from a weird dream. I remember being trapped in a room and then I somehow escaped.. I jumped off a cliff and into water (survived) and then I was clinging to a rock with some stranger because a huge wave was coming. I was remembering Haeundae.. Only I don’t remember seeing a cliff in that movie. It made me sad.
I sat in bed and thought that it was...
My mom had a dream...
about me and a vampire.
She woke up to tell me about it.
Now I’ll say g’night.
I have...
Made up my mind.
I’m going to write in that horrid journal today…
But no, it won’t be about my day.
Tumblr will be dedicated to what I do in the day
When I write in the journals, from now on, it’ll all be dedicated to that dang book
G’night
Don't lose faith in me...
“Love is what we were born with. Fear is what we learned here.”
– Unknown
I have grown afraid...
to write.
I’m afraid.. Terrified.. It was one of my worst fears. It had happened before in the past, and for it to happen again years later.. It’s devastating…
I’m afraid to write
I’m afraid of what I write
But if I don’t..
How else will I vent…
Just got home from WalMart...
I was tempted by the journals in the stationary section when I realized I wouldn’t have a purpose for them anymore. Instead I got .7 mechanical pencils and college rule paper.
I was tempted by books, too.
The Time Traveler’s Wife was staring me in the face and I had to walk away.
I miss my old hobbies.
I hope this one person knows...
I’m still here That I’ll always be here as long as I am needed. A decade is a long time… Four years would be better. Maybe by then I would have written my book and I’d be jumping around with joy that I’m an adult. I will be able to have my own life.
I hope this one person knows… I’m still here
Even if I can’t be around physically
I’ll always...
Oh, Tran...
you probably will not know how much that comment hurt me.
This will help you clean your computer screen. →
I don't want Romeos...
I want Superman back.
I wouldn't want to be called...
Something that someone has lost.
I’m still here
I intend to be as long as I live and as long as I’m needed.
013010
My day started off slowly. I opened my eyes from a dreamless sleep and then closed them again when I squinted at the clock. It was only around 7AM and I wanted to sleep some more. Another thing that I cannot do is sleep past nine in the morning. I have once over the winter break, but that’s it. So instead of going back to sleep, I laid there for a long time. I guess I did fall asleep again,...
Per Omnia Saeculum Saeculorum
Forever and Ever
Oh, no...
I sent them back without knowing.. Without seeing this.. They just left…
However long it might take..
There’s one thing left here.
Great.
You don't know...
How much I wish Supergirl didn’t have to go.
G’night.
I’m unable to say more.
I haven’t listened to this song in a long...
It's so hard to cheer up a friend...
because sometimes that friend refuses to be cheered up… I wrote it in the journal.
I have and always will be a pessimist.
I want to see the bad.. so maybe the good will happen and make me happy and relieved. Sorry for the deepness. The writing urge continues on with such strength that I’m barely giving a flip about what I say anymore.
Yari, Lynn, I’m happy that you both are...
A quick look over my surroundings made me double take. At the wall, there was a sight that made my chest ache. Jealousy? Sadness? Both? I knew that what they had obtained was something that I could not, and as unfortunate as it was, I knew that I had to avert my eyes and keep the ache from getting bad by letting myself flood memories back.
As nice and caring as the sight was, that spear was...
She walked out of her house..out of her bedroom and as silently as she could, opened the door. She had the keys just in case one day, she decided to come back to the damned area, and had a silent goodbye in her head before shutting and locking the door behind her.
The girl was greeted with a biting cold wind that made her ears sore with the chill. In a way, she found it terrifying, but she...
I wonder how well...
I can suppress this writing urge.
I want to...
console aching hearts and sad people that I care about.
It’s hard to do that, you see, when I’m miles away
And I can’t see them
Or hear their voice
I might as well be that piece of bland artwork in the corner
Watching and waiting for an oppritunity
For a passerby to see, acknowledge, and appreciate
I’ll be covered with tarp for the next decade.
WatchI remember this. It was a funny moment.
I shouldn't be online right now...
Call me a worrier.
And I was right to worry.
It’s 7:36AM and I’m online because my dad is asleep in the living room and he can’t hear me.
It’s been raining for nearly a day here and I’m getting tired of it.
I was worried.. and I wanted to see what was happening.. I was right to worry. I am right to feel hurt. Yoyo’s sitting next to me now, sniffing around...
I'm going to sleep...
I’m going to get in bed
I’m going to listen to the rain
I’m going to sleep.
G’night.
Hey, I just remembered...
Strike three.
Being protected feels so nice. I keep saying that I want a hug. A particular hug, at that. Don’t get me wrong and say I’m the pickiest person on Earth because I only want one hug because I might be able to obtain this from anyone… No, not really.
I wouldn’t know.
My head is once again jumbled.
I’ll shut up now.
She sat with her eyes fixated on the little picture on her nightstand and stared at the familiar background. She focused on everything she could, each detail that she had the skill to identify and see. Of course, she avoided the faces in the picture, not wanting to feel the burning pain in her chest again. As happy as the people in the picture looked, one being herself, she knew that she was to be...
Another writing burst...
It’s about to happen.. Sit tight for spam.
Never, ever, and forever...
I have despised those words for a very, very long time.
And I’ve come to accept that those words can mean something when those who said them have meant them with all their heart. I wonder if those words mean forever. If they truly mean it to be…
I don’t know anymore.
I hope that it exists.
I used to think that the only way those words were possible was only with God, but I...